I'm afraid... to dream...

Every night I ask myself:
"What's happening to me?".
All the nightmares in my head
try to kill me when I'm asleep.
I am restless. I am sad,
I don't know what I should do...
There's a pain inside my soul,
I don't know why I'm so afraid...

I'm afraid...
I feel there's someone watching over me,
but I can't explain.
There's no one beside me,
but there's a coldness in my heart...
I know there's something in the dark...
cold it's touching me...
It tries to break me, it tries to kill me...
it's tearing me apart!

I never want to close my eyes...
I don't want to fall asleep...
I'm afraid...to dream...