The fuck did you just say to me, bitch?
(I was a goddamn mistake that subsequently?justified?my fucking existence)?(Disinterested)

I wanna kill myself, I wanna?kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?
I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout
But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?

I always seem to make the same mistakes
The kinds you can't go back to fix that start to weigh
Until I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay
I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight
I wanna feel it all again and have somebody hold me in place
Tell it to my bruised face that I tried
But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
Going with a good being

So I'll go fuck myself 'til I'm too lonely to feel
Dance like a court jester just for a film with no reel
And I'll lose all of my friends when I'm no longer ideal
And then get scolded again just to come home to no meal

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?
I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout
But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?