Paranoia is the insect working its way Paranoia is the insect working its way A paranoia é o inseto arrastando o jeito dela Through my subconscious thoughts Through my subconscious thoughts Através dos meus pensamentos subconscientes It's the larve of self doubt It's the larve of self doubt É a larva da minha própria dúvida Gestating in my heart as I spiral down Gestating in my heart as I spiral down Gestando em meu coração como eu caio girando And everything I touch is breaking And everything I touch is breaking E tudo que eu toco está quebrando And it falls to earth in splinters And it falls to earth in splinters E cai à terra em lascas And I shiver as every splinter And I shiver as every splinter Eu estremeço como cada lasca acha o próprio rumo Finds its way underneath my skin Finds its way underneath my skin Debaixo de minha pele And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl E após 22 anos eu ainda posso fazer minha pele rastejar Every shortcoming, a pitfall Every shortcoming, a pitfall Cada falta é uma armadilha On my way to making amends On my way to making amends Sobre meu jeito para fazer emendas Within myself to be what I became Within myself to be what I became Dentro de mim mesmo para ser (para ser o que eu me transformei) Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world Às vezes isto parece como a rede de todo o mundo Has made itself my enemy Has made itself my enemy Tinha feito isto meu inimigo But I will stand upon my own two feet But I will stand upon my own two feet Mas eu me erguerei sobre meus próprios pés And raise my head up And raise my head up e levantar minha cabeça I lick my wounds I lick my wounds Eu lambo as minhas feridas que Trying to cleanse the infection Trying to cleanse the infection tentam purificar a infecção Rabid and diseased reality fades away Rabid and diseased reality fades away Enfurecido e doente a realidade se desvanece When I pushed myself too far When I pushed myself too far Quando eu me empurrei longe demais A dream of emotional perfection A dream of emotional perfection O sonho da perfeição emocional Has left a wounded heart Has left a wounded heart Deixou um coração ferido Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me Tentando perceber o interior inerente dentro de mim It's like squeezing the trigger It's like squeezing the trigger É como espremer o gatilho It's like opening first It's like opening first É como abrir fogo On everyone who's let me down On everyone who's let me down Em todos que me deixaram para baixo On every beautiful lie that is only fiction On every beautiful lie that is only fiction Em cada bela mentira que é somente ficção For the first time For the first time Pela primeira vez I'm losing control and I like it I'm losing control and I like it Eu estou perdendo o controle e eu gosto Freedom feels like the noose is gone Freedom feels like the noose is gone A liberdade parece como o laço que está perdido