I have an illness and it's called myself I have an illness and it's called myself Eu tenho uma doença e ela é chamada eu I am so desperate I am so desperate Estou tão desesperada I'm getting in over my head I'm getting in over my head Estou entrando em cima da minha cabeça I regret so many things I've done I regret so many things I've done Lamento tantas coisas que eu fiz The past is to remind me how broken I am The past is to remind me how broken I am O passado é para lembrar-me como eu sou quebrado How naive I was How naive I was Como eu era ingênuo I've suffered the consequences I've suffered the consequences Eu sofri as conseqüências This world is not for me This world is not for me Este mundo não é para mim I've suffered the consequences I've suffered the consequences Eu sofri as conseqüências I've failed you I've failed you Eu falhei com você I've failed everyone I've failed everyone Eu falhei com todos I've put so many things above you, I've put so many things above you, Eu coloquei muitas coisas sobre você, (but you still are always there for me) (but you still are always there for me) (Mas você ainda está sempre lá para mim) I don't know who I am anymore I don't know who I am anymore Eu não sei mais quem eu sou (If I even know who) (If I even know who) (Mesmo se eu saber quem eu era) I was how naive I was I was how naive I was Eu era como eu era ingênua My head starts pounding My head starts pounding Minha cabeça começa a bater My body begins to burn My body begins to burn Meu corpo começa a queimar I'm tired I'm tired Eu estou cansado I'm beat down I'm beat down Estou debatendo And my hope is dying And my hope is dying E a minha esperança está morrendo I've suffered the consequences I've suffered the consequences Eu sofri as conseqüências This world is not for me This world is not for me Este mundo não é para mim I've suffered the consequences I've suffered the consequences Eu sofri as conseqüências I've failed you I've failed you Eu falhei com você I've failed everyone I've failed everyone Eu falhei todos I've put so many things above you, but you still are always there for me I've put so many things above you, but you still are always there for me Eu coloquei muitas coisas sobre você, mas você ainda está sempre lá para mim I don't know who I am anymore I don't know who I am anymore Eu não sei mais quem eu sou (if I even know who I was) (if I even know who I was) (Mesmo se eu saber quem eu era)