Yeah Yeah Sim I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze Eu acordo todas as manhãs com a cabeça erguida I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway Eu não tenho certeza se devo dizer isso, porra, eu vou dizer assim mesmo Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Todo mundo tenta me dizer que estou passando por uma fase I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah Eu não sei se é uma fase, eu só quero me sentir bem, sim I battle with depression, but the question still remains I battle with depression, but the question still remains Eu luto contra a depressão, mas a questão ainda permanece Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? Isso é estressante pós-traumático ou estou suprimindo a raiva? And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase E meu médico tenta me dizer que estou passando por uma fase Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay Sim, não é uma fase do caralho, eu só quero me sentir bem, ok Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day Sim, eu luto com essa besteira todos os dias And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage E é provavelmente porque meus demônios se enfurecem simultaneamente And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me E isso me destrói, me desintegra, me aniquila 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out Porque estou prestes a desmoronar, procurando uma saída I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster Sou mentiroso, trapaceiro, não crente, sou um monstro popular e popular I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I break down, falling into love now with falling apart Eu quebro, me apaixonando agora com desmoronar I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a popular, popular monster Eu sou um monstro popular e popular I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze Eu acho que estou indo a lugar nenhum como um rato preso em um labirinto Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace Toda parede que eu derrubei é apenas uma parede que eu substituo I'm gonna race against myself and try to keep a steady pace I'm gonna race against myself and try to keep a steady pace Vou correr contra mim e tentar manter um ritmo constante How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case? How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case? Como diabos vou escapar se nunca encerro meu caso? Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste Oh meu Deus, eu continuo estressando, a cada segundo que eu desperdiço Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take É mais um segundo antes de uma bênção que não vou levar But my therapist won't tell me that I'm going through a stage But my therapist won't tell me that I'm going through a stage Mas meu terapeuta não me diz que estou passando por um estágio Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay Sim, não é um estágio do caralho, eu só quero me sentir bem, ok Motherfucker, now you got my attention Motherfucker, now you got my attention Filho da puta, agora você me chamou a atenção I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing Eu preciso mudar algumas coisas porque algo está faltando And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine? And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine? E se eu mentir, te contar que está tudo bem? Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified Todo dia de merda que eu chego mais perto da sepultura, eu estou aterrorizado I fell asleep in the world again I fell asleep in the world again Adormeci no mundo novamente Crashed my car just to feel okay Crashed my car just to feel okay Bati meu carro só para me sentir bem Obliterate me, disintegrate me, annihilate me Obliterate me, disintegrate me, annihilate me Me obliterar, me desintegrar, me aniquilar 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out Porque estou prestes a desmoronar, procurando uma saída I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer Eu sou um mentiroso, sou um trapaceiro, não sou crente I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a popular, popular monster Eu sou um monstro popular e popular I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I break down, falling into love now with falling apart Eu quebro, me apaixonando agora com desmoronar I'm a popular, popular fucking monster I'm a popular, popular fucking monster Eu sou um monstro popular e popular Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh Sim, aqui vamos nós de novo, filho da puta, oh We're sick and tired of wondering We're sick and tired of wondering Estamos cansados de pensar Praying to a God that you don't believe Praying to a God that you don't believe Orando a um Deus que você não acredita You're searching for the truth in the lost and found You're searching for the truth in the lost and found Você está procurando a verdade nos perdidos e achados So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your God now? So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your God now? Então a pergunta que faço é: oh, onde diabos está seu Deus agora? 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out Porque estou prestes a desmoronar, procurando uma saída I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster Sou mentiroso, trapaceiro, não crente, sou um monstro popular e popular I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I break down, falling into love now with falling apart Eu quebro, me apaixonando agora com desmoronar I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a popular, popular monster Eu sou um monstro popular e popular I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster Sou mentiroso, trapaceiro, não crente, sou um monstro popular e popular