You said, "Take the violin that you hang on your wall,
Stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls,
Just don't open your eyes before counting to ten"
I can hardly remember just the smell of your hands

As they danced on my body, running over my pores
With the force of a steering wheel crushing my bones
I said, "You smell like the devil but you feel like the lord,"
And when I think of perfection, you know I'm thinking of your voice

When you tell me you don't call him your baby
Because that was the name that you rightfully gave me
And it's foolish to share with someone else
And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum

But you admit that youre lonely, youre as cold as a statue
Pleading fuck me on the marble that was used to create you
I can't stand that youre talking when you shouldnt be living
I didnt dodge all your bullets, just denied that they hit me

So when my body is bleeding, I wont admit that this hurts
Because admitting isnt fixing, so then what is it worth?
So to say youre unhappy is like saying youre sorry
It's nothing that I care to hear


Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum

So now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor
Youre the thoughts that I feared
Youre the mountains that Ive conquered
If I told you I loved you, would you reach out and touch me?
You taste like the ocean and your bodys disgusting

The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
The only reason you speak is to tell me that Im fine
The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
The only reason you speak is to state that youre mine
And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum