This is my letter to you

We started following a certain description,
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
things were much different then

But now you question who I am, who I am inside
Now there nothing left to hide, so here it goes this is my letter

Hope you're alright, it's been rough for me
Thinking all night about the places I'd be
If I maybe just did a little bit more you might've let me become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue, all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn

Engulf myself into a permanent mystery, no one day just as the next, not for me
It's so confusing when I look at my history,
I just can't handle that yet....no

Now you question who I am, who I am inside
Now there nothing left to hide, so here it goes this is my letter

Hope you're alright, it's been rough for me
Thinking all night about the places I'd be
If I maybe just did a little bit more you might've let me become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue, all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn

One more friendship ends, and then for a while,
I can breath again

Hope you're alright, it's been rough for me
Thinking all night about the places I'd be
If I maybe just did a little bit more you might've let me become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue, all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn

What's next for me to learn