[Verse 1]I'm awake in the foliageTrying to loosen the grips of my partIt's cold water we've been swimming inFilled with memories of what ifs and restartsNow you have nothingBut your cloudy head and substanceI'm sorry for all the faces I madeThat fucked up your timeless photographs[Chorus]'Cause it's been two years and now you're goneYeah it's been two years and now you're gone(Gone) I'll tell you that it's all I've ever knownHow I remember growing up in my Catholic homeYeah you fuck it up, just like everythingYou'll never get what a mother meantI never meant for any of this to happen[Chorus]'Cause it's been two years and now you're goneYeah it's been two years and now you're gone(Gone) I'll tell you that it's all I've ever knownHow I remember growing up in my Catholic homeYeah you fuck it up, just like everythingYou'll never get what a mother meantI never meant for any of this to happen[Outro]Woah, you'll never get what a mother meantI'll tell you that it's all I've ever knownHow I remember growing up in my Catholic homeYeah you fuck it up, just like everythingYou'll never get what a mother meantI never meant for any of this to happen