When I look back on my life When I look back on my life Quando eu olho para a minha vida It's not that I don't want to see things exactly as they happened It's not that I don't want to see things exactly as they happened Não que não queira ver as coisas exatamente como aconteceram It's just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way It's just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way É que eu prefiro lembrar delas de forma artística And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest E, sinceramente, a mentira é muito mais honesta Because I invented it Because I invented it Porque eu a inventei Clinical psychology tells us, arguably, that trauma is the ultimate killer Clinical psychology tells us, arguably, that trauma is the ultimate killer A psicologia clínica conta que, discutivelmente, esse trauma é o que mais mata Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics As memórias não se reciclam como átomos e partículas na física quântica They can be lost forever They can be lost forever Elas podem se perder para sempre It's sort of like my past is an unfinished painting It's sort of like my past is an unfinished painting É como se o meu passado como uma pintura infinita And as the artist of that painting And as the artist of that painting E sendo a artista dessa pintura I must fill in all the ugly holes I must fill in all the ugly holes Eu devo preencher todos os buracos feios And make it beautiful again And make it beautiful again E torná-la bonita de novo It's not that I've been dishonest It's not that I've been dishonest Não que eu tenha sido desonesta It's just that I loathe reality It's just that I loathe reality É que eu odeio a realidade For example, those nurses For example, those nurses Por exemplo, essas enfermeiras They're wearing next season Calvin Klein They're wearing next season Calvin Klein Elas estão vestindo a última coleção da Calvin Klein And so am I And so am I E eu também And the shoes, custom Giuseppe Zanotti And the shoes, custom Giuseppe Zanotti E os sapatos, Giuseppe Zanotti exclusivos I tipped their gauze caps to the side like parisian berets I tipped their gauze caps to the side like parisian berets Eu virei as tocas para o lado como boinas parisienses Because I think it's romantic Because I think it's romantic Porque acho que fica mais romântico And I also believe that mint will be very big in fashion next spring And I also believe that mint will be very big in fashion next spring E eu também acredito que o verde claro estará em alta na próxima estação Check out this nurse on the right Check out this nurse on the right Olha só essa enfermeira da direita She's got a great ass She's got a great ass Ela tem uma bunda enorme Bam Bam Bum The truth is, back then at the clinic The truth is, back then at the clinic A verdade é que, lá na clínica They only wore those funny hats to keep the blood out of their hair They only wore those funny hats to keep the blood out of their hair Elas só usavam esses chapéus engraçados para evitar o contato do sangue com seus cabelos And that girl on the left And that girl on the left E a menina da esquerda She ordered gummy bears and a knife a couple of hours ago She ordered gummy bears and a knife a couple of hours ago Ela pediu balas de ursinhos e uma faca algumas horas atrás They only gave her the gummy bears They only gave her the gummy bears Eles só deram a ela as balas de ursinhos I'd wished they'd only given me the gummy bears I'd wished they'd only given me the gummy bears Eu gostaria que tivessem dado as balas para mim