I keep looking at myself in the mirror I keep looking at myself in the mirror Eu continuo me olhando no espelho Hoping it will change Hoping it will change Esperando que isso mude And I keep wishing for a brand-new body And I keep wishing for a brand-new body E eu continuo desejando um corpo totalmente novo That I didn't have to blame That I didn't have to blame Que eu não tenho que culpar I'm seeing every flaw, like a failure I'm seeing every flaw, like a failure Estou vendo cada falha, como um fracasso I'm using every cure, like a savior I'm using every cure, like a savior Estou usando todas as curas, como um salvador Like trying to build a church out of all my hurt Like trying to build a church out of all my hurt Como tentar construir uma igreja com toda a minha dor When it really needs grace When it really needs grace Quando realmente precisa de graça I gave all my time to nothing I gave all my time to nothing Eu dei todo meu tempo para nada I focused on who I was I focused on who I was Eu me concentrei em quem eu era Not who I'm becoming Not who I'm becoming Não quem eu estou me tornando My fears they took up space My fears they took up space Meus medos eles ocuparam espaço My eyes couldn't look away My eyes couldn't look away Meus olhos não conseguiam desviar o olhar I didn't even realize I didn't even realize Eu nem percebi I worshiped what I hate I worshiped what I hate Adorei o que odeio Half a bottle of red Half a bottle of red Meia garrafa de tinto Just before bed Just before bed Um pouco antes de dormir Is the only way I dream Is the only way I dream É a única maneira que eu sonho Before I really wake up Before I really wake up Antes de eu realmente acordar The first thing I touch is a button on a screen The first thing I touch is a button on a screen A primeira coisa que toco é um botão na tela I'm not guilty of leaving, not sticking around I'm not guilty of leaving, not sticking around Eu não sou culpado de sair, não ficar por aqui I'm guilty of staying and just checking out I'm guilty of staying and just checking out Eu sou culpado de ficar e apenas verificar Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out Sim, mantive minha cabeça baixa e realmente perdi On what's in front of me On what's in front of me Sobre o que está na minha frente 'Cause I gave all my time to nothing 'Cause I gave all my time to nothing Porque eu dei todo meu tempo para nada I focused on who I was I focused on who I was Eu me concentrei em quem eu era Not who I'm becoming Not who I'm becoming Não quem eu estou me tornando My fears they took up space My fears they took up space Meus medos eles ocuparam espaço My eyes couldn't look away My eyes couldn't look away Meus olhos não conseguiam desviar o olhar I didn't even realize I didn't even realize Eu nem percebi I worshiped what I hate I worshiped what I hate Adorei o que odeio Why do the lies feel like the truth? Why do the lies feel like the truth? Por que as mentiras parecem verdade? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I do the things I do? Por que eu faço as coisas que faço? Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty? Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty? Por que luto tanto para manter meu coração vazio? 'Cause I gave so much time to nothing 'Cause I gave so much time to nothing Porque eu dei tanto tempo para nada I focused on who I was I focused on who I was Eu me concentrei em quem eu era Not who I'm becoming Not who I'm becoming Não quem eu estou me tornando My fears they took up space My fears they took up space Meus medos eles ocuparam espaço My eyes couldn't look away My eyes couldn't look away Meus olhos não conseguiam desviar o olhar I didn't even realize I didn't even realize Eu nem percebi I worshiped what I hate I worshiped what I hate Adorei o que odeio I didn't even realize (realize) I didn't even realize (realize) Eu nem percebi (percebi) I didn't even realize (realize) I didn't even realize (realize) Eu nem percebi (percebi) I didn't even realize I didn't even realize Eu nem percebi I worshiped what I hate I worshiped what I hate Adorei o que odeio Didn't even realize Didn't even realize Nem percebi I worshiped what I hate I worshiped what I hate Adorei o que odeio Didn't even realize, no Didn't even realize, no Nem percebi, não Didn't even realize, didn't know Didn't even realize, didn't know Nem percebi, não sabia Hm, yeah Hm, yeah Hm sim