Drowning in a sea of frustration
A thing of painful elation
All this for what
I don't remember the good times
I just remember the bad times
As seen for what it was
Will she show me the way I need to go
Will she save me the pain that awaits below
Wading in a pool of my own tears
Shunted pain from my dead years
Tell me it's changed

I don't remember the good times
I just remember the bad times
As seen for what it was
I'm drinkin pain for my crimes
That I commit on my own time
As seen for what it was
Will she show me the way I need to go
Will she save me the pain that awaits below
Where am I going, what am I feeling
Why does my pain feel so good
Where am I going, what am I feeling

And my pain's understood
Swallow your pain in your hunger for pride
No matter what it takes
Forget what part of you that has died
Rot in your sorrow for what you think is happiness
And I'll be happy to see you in your loneliness
Will she show me the way I need to go

Will she save me the pain that awaits below
When am I going, what am I feeling
Why does my pain feel so good
When am I going, what am I feeling
And my pain's understood