I haven't been the same in the past few years,
everything I've held close to my heart has disappeared.
It's been a struggle to stay sane,
through the misery and pain I've grown unfamiliar,

I'm losing sight of everything that I once believed in,
Now I'm struggling to find myself.
I've spent every waking moment,
wondering "when will this end?"

Our knowledge has made us cynical.
Our regrets hard & unkind.
We think too much and feel nothing at all,
But I dying to feel alive again..

I'm losing sight of everything that I once believed in,
Now I'm struggling to find myself.
I've spent every waking moment,
wondering "when will this end?"

Is it not enough that I just want a change to the positive?

I've been bathing in my solitude so long
that I'm drowning on a surface I can't perceive.
Abnegating from the one thing that I love
and it's just too much to bare.

I feel so intangible.
You've got to lose it all,
to build up hope

I'm losing sight of everything that I once believed in,
Now I'm struggling to find myself.
I've spent every waking moment,
wondering "when will this end?"