When I think of you in the city,
The sight of you among the sites
I get this sudden sinking feeling,
Of a man about to fly
Never kept me up before,
Now I've been awake for days
I can't fight it anymore,
I'm going through an awkward phase
I am secretly in love with,
Everyone that I grew up with
Do my crying underwater,
I can't get down any farther
All my drowning friends can see,
Now there is no running from it
It's become the crux of me,
I wish that I could rise above it

But I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons

Passing buzzards in the sky,
Alligators in the sewers
I don't even wonder why,
Hide among the under views
Huddle with them all night long,
The worried talk to god goes on
I sincerely tried to love it,
Wish that I could rise above it

But I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons

Can I stay here? I can sleep
On the floor
Paint the blood and hang the palms,
On the door
Do not think I'm going places anymore,
Wanna see the sun come up above New York
Oh, every day I start so great,
Then the sunlight dims
Less I've learned,
The more I see the pythons and the limbs
Do not know what's wrong with me,
Sours in the cup
When I walk into a room,
I do not light it up
Fuck

So I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons
I stay down,
With my demons