Running through the darkness
I left him far behind
I couldn't listen to his cries
I open my eyes with tears
carry the tear until it becomes fear
and I keep the fear inside the tear
I walk alone
noone knows my feelings
my own mind is of temperament
dilemmas are all my own
I myself are my only friend
Left alone, on noone can I depend
My feelings I hide
Trying to realize
All my life's a lie
living in a mask

I'm past your shit
I'm through with your bullshit
Will take no more fucking lies
I don't walk around
Rying to be what I'm not

Will I ever find myself?
the distance is growing
my hope has gone away
my inner soul is a wasteland
my feelings I hide
Trying to realize
all my life´s a lie
Living in a mask
I dig a hole
make my life of nothing
why was I so stupid?
Why couldn't I just see
that the one I left behind
was none else but me