I watch the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the pacific
and you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics.

?Cause I don't want you to know where I am.
Soon you?ll see my heart
in the saddest state it?s ever been.

[Bridge]
This is no place to try and live my life.

(Stop right there)That?s exactly where I lost it.
(See the line) where I never should?ve crossed it
(Stop right there) where I never should?ve said that
it?s the very moment that I wish that I could take back.

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I'm sorry for the person I became,
I'm sorry that it took me so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure never to go that way again
?Cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn?t keep to myself and knowing
"the thing's", "part of it?s" that have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I want to blow up and

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart.
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can?t let that happen again.
Cause then you?ll see my heart
In the saddest state it?s ever been.

[Bridge]

Stop right there, that?s exactly where I lost it.
See that line, and never should?ve crossed it.
Stop right there, I never should?ve said that.
It?s the very moment that I wish that I could take back.

(Stop right there)That?s exactly where I lost it.
(See the line)where I never should?ve crossed it
(Stop right there)where I never should?ve said that.
It?s the very moment that I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been.
And who I am will take the second chance He gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been.
You should have been the other one who made me

[Chorus]